Session 208

It was because of what I just heard, this great suffering. She did also programmed her own mind, because she wasn’t spared through life earlier, therefore she had this code to leave, to leave the Earth. A code that she wrote herself into her mind. A lack of collagen isn’t a direct cause for leaving. It is very important, because your body is made up to a great part of collagen. Collagen is important to ensure normal function of the body, but if somebody programs himself to die young, then this will happen anyway. Did your partner who is now looking at us here tell you that a fortune-teller told her many years ago that she will die young?

No, she didn’t tell me about that.

And since she was a sensitive person, she programmed herself this way. To put it differently, the given fortune-teller programmed her this way.

How is it possible that she went to a fortune-teller, since she was a devoted Catholic? Was that before our acquaintance?

Yes, long before your acquaintance.

When she faced difficult times?

Counting time, should could have been twenty-some years old. If she was a devoted Catholic? Here we could disagree. She came from a devoted Catholic family. And in order not to lean too far out the window, because there is a saying: “What would the family say if I would begin to think differently?” So, she did what her family was doing, she pretended for the most part. But it was encoded in her from childhood on that there is only hell and heaven, and that there isn’t anything aside from that. And that she will go to hell if she will do wrong. And people’s minds are messed up that I promise you, they get goose-bumps on their back whenever they hear the word hell. Yes, they are afraid. The priests did a good job. And that is called “entering people’s minds with boots.” They succeeded. But it’s only the Catholic religion frightening people with hell. Other religion’s aren’t much better, but at least they aren’t frightening people. They are depriving people of living in a different way, but they are sending everyone to heaven.

So, she learned to act the way she did at home. And she went to a fortune-teller when very many young women were doing that. A little bit out of curiosity, a little bit in order to find out something about how her life will be. And so, at the instigation of her friends one by one, they all went to a fortune-teller.

Is this fortune-teller doing this consciously? Will this fortune-teller be held accountable for the fate of these people? Because in this case it ended with death. Are people who are fortune-telling doing this for the money, or do they also help?

They do not take on any such responsibility. How you use to say: “This is her business.” And she does not care at all about the fate of those who come to her, and who are taking to heart and mind what she is conveying to them. A lot of such fortune-tellers, or Astrological fortune-tellers… They can also do a lot of bad. Because they are apparently greater than a normal fortune-teller, who is working with cards. Because when they create such a numerological portrait that is based on math, then you have calculations. And Astrologists can also make mistakes. I will give you the following example: If the Astrologist calculates, let’s say that you went today to the Astrologist… The Astrologist creates a portrait of your life, of the present life and your future, based on your stars and your date of birth. And then he tells you that you will have an in 3 months that will end badly in the best case, because a wheel chair is awaiting you. And what do you do after hearing such news? You count the days.

Meaning, I activate this program?

You activate the program. In the day when this is supposed to happen, because the Astrologist is providing you with the location, the day, the hour, you drive in your car. But here it is encoded in your consciousness already. And then it comes to such an accident for sure. The things that can be done with the human mind… Alright, I am listening.

Enki, I will stay far away from Astrologists and fortune-tellers.

That would be best. I am listening.

Enki, is she right now listening to our conversation?

…She didn’t leave Earth yet. It doesn’t matter that it’s after the funeral now. There is some issue that hasn’t been resolved yet.

Can I help somehow with this issue?

She can not join us here right now in order to say directly, but I can intervene and ask her spirit why she didn’t take advantage of this open tunnel, and why she didn’t leave the Earth. Yes… I have a reply from this spirit. Huh! (a sigh in amazement) It is unfinished business with her son, and it doesn’t matter what his religious view is. Do not pay attention to that. Just ask what kind of conflict there was between the mother and him. He will surely tell you.

Alright.

And it’s like that: When he will tell you, it will come to your mind… Or to put it differently: I will tell you what you should do in order for the spirit of this woman to be satisfied and to leave the Earth in peace. This will be regarding the fulfillment of some request, or about some unfinished business. Her spirit doesn’t want to say what it’s about, but her son will know. You have to do this ASAP.

I understand…

Because it’s unnecessary for her to reside here, meaning for her spirit. What did you want to say?

I should talk first to the son, yes? And once I will find out what conflict there is between him and his mother, then I will fulfill the request of this spirit? Is this what it looks like?

You will fulfill it by talking to the son already. And the request, meaning the resolution of this conflict, that is up to him to do, her son. I am listening.

How emotional. Enki, she was my best friend here on Earth, and she was my partner in life at the same time. It was difficult for me before our friendship, basically I didn’t want to live. She was that kind of woman who’s smile caused for something amazing to begin to happen with one. Maybe I will tell the following story that has to do with her first visit at my house: I had a sick cat, it was very ugly, probably some issue with its fur. She came up to it, gave the cat a hug, smiled at it and said, “Kitty!” My mother who watched this whole incident from the side said, “How can you hug such an ugly cat?” She smiled and said in reply, “This is kitty.” These 2 different reactions of these women got stuck in my head. I was intrigued and perplexed by that at the same time. She was happy about every little thing like a child. Enki, I blame myself for not showing her as much love as she wanted, and I often acted in certain situations like a jerk. Could she forgive me this now?

You gave her more than you think. The fact that she was showing on the outside that she is happy, she did show that. But on the inside there was still what was encoded in her mind. Getting to know you, she was beautifully receiving people’s energy.

And I felt just different around her.

It could not have been any different. She could do a lot good for people, if it wasn’t for this program that she encoded herself with. Knowing that you need this help, because there was such a time when you needed this help, she gave you this help and she was happy that she can do that, that she can give this help. You did not act like a jerk, as you say. You acted normally, you wanted to match her. Or to put it differently: You wanted to be more or less like her, to have an energy like her. That wasn’t possible, because she was on a higher energetic level than you are. Do you understand?

I understand. One could see that on people’s reaction who were residing in her presence. Enki, I used to be jealous of that. My dog did also feel better in her presence than in mine, even though it was me feeding him.

Well, that was the path she chose. Because she did not want to accept help. If she would have only change her way of thinking, her programming. I am listening.

Can I give her son this session to listen to?

I think so. We are not saying anything wrong. On the contrary, once he will hear that there is something in it, that something needs to be fixed in order for this spirit to be able to leave the Earth in peace… Because this isn’t anymore the place for this spirit to reside, it has to return.

First I should talk to him, and then i should give him this to listen to, yes? Talk to him about the conflict?

This would be best.

Alright. Enki, now I feel like I would be at the exit point before our relationship. How can I find such a woman? One can’t find such a woman even when holding two torches.

If you will be thinking this way, then you won’t find one.

Aha, will our paths cross one day?

Very unlikely. Do you know what turnaround there is in the transition world? There are still many years of life ahead of you, a lot of work to be done. There will be a woman on your path, but she will appear when you will be ready for that, but when you won’t be looking for a woman who is similar to her, who has a similar disposition.

Should I look for a woman who is similar to her?

No!

Aha.

You should give yourself up and allow yourself to be guided. There are no two identical personalities. Do you understand?

I understand. It will be difficult. I will be always comparing women to her.

You have to change that. You should most definite remember her, but based on the principle that this is the past, that she was a wonderful woman. But you can’t compare and look for a woman just like her.

It will be difficult. (Uttered under one’s breath)

I am listening.

Oh! Enki, when should I begin to search?

When the initial pain is gone. Once you will guide her away you will feel it yourself. You will feel that this heavy aura that is surrounding you right now, because you feel that, you feel that something is wrong. You feel her presence. Now yo though that everything will pass after the funeral. It won’t pass until she won’t leave Earth. This feeling of her presence will accompany you, but once she will leave the Earth, once she will make use of this tunnel you will realize that there is some space around you and inside of you. You will gain some lightness. I am not telling you to go at the next best woman in order to rebound, or in order to forget about her, because there are appropriate houses in order for people to rebound. But this is about you finding a partner for the rest of your life. But I am pointing out to you once again that she will also be watching over you, over your son. And this spirit would not be happy at all if you would search for another one like her.

Enki, was this her last incarnation? Or will she continue to incarnate after resolving this conflict?

I can tell you this: Yes, this was her last incarnation from the so-called assignments. Her last lives were good, because from what this spirit is telling me, it was her sixth and last incarnation. So, look at that, when the White Father (John Paul Pope II) left it was also his last incarnation, but it was his fifth incarnation.

Could one say that she is of a high level?

You could describe it this way, you could say that this spirit is on a high level. This spirit can return to Earth, but it will be only and exclusively on this spirit’s own request. And it is not that way that when this spirit returns on her own request, that it will choose a random life. No, this will be then an assigned mission to… Well, yes. I have received a hint, I will convey it to you. The spirit is telling me that she will return again, right after crossing the gate, our gate. But she will take over a body after an accident.

So, I will be able to…

Meaning that this will be a so-called incarnation. The other spirit will leave, and she will take over. And from what she is conveying, it will be a woman. That is why this bond was emotionally very strong… And here comes not a concern up, but it might be that this woman, this spirit, her spirit who will incarnate as a woman after an accident will be searching for you. Of course won’t this woman after such an incarnation be totally conscious, but it might be that certain behavior will be very similar, or that she will behave the same way. That is why I am proposing to you (this might happen quite fats), I am proposing to you not to forcefully rush things and to search, because this woman might find you on her own. This might be her spirit. She wanted to make it in time and to get rid of her ailments, that is why she arranged for it to die. But she also wants to return very quickly. But the order of things is the following: First she has to cross the border to or world, and then, if this is supposed to be an incarnation, then she chooses a body. It could be a body after a clinical death, it could be a body after an accident. But that is what she conveyed to me.

Thank you, Enki. The remaining questions aren’t important anymore.

I never had anything like this.

You and her son to accomplish ASAP her departure from Earth.

I understand, we have to do that quickly, yes?

Very quickly.

Enki, should I know about anything else?

I am also surprised by such a turn of events. Anyhow, a situation like the one that we have today is rare, it is rare that the person who is morning comes right after the funeral and wants to talk about the given spirit. That is why I am happy about this mediation. And I am also surprised by this proposition, by this spirit’s decision. She wants to return, she didn’t manage to rest yet, and she wants to return. That is why time is of the essence to get things in order. This might be some small issue, but it needs to be taken care of. And then, once this spirit will be in our world, because that is the order of things, will decide. If this spirit will stick with this decision, but since she is conveying today such a proposition already, then it surely will happen very soon. Yes, she won’t be born, but the prepared spirit will choose a body.

Enki, how can I return the favor for all of this?

Be human, be the human being that you are, especially now. Because you can say that this is the time of morning, a time of pain. Do not get drawn into this!

If I may interrupt… After this information I am just happy that it happened this way. (Laughter, incredible joy) That is some sort of paradox, but that is the truth.

Hold on to that! Because when you will cry about this, when you will lament, then you will be disturbing this spirit. But when you will be happy, and basically be attracting her this way, then this will be her mobilization to find a body ASAP. But I am telling you, it will be a woman’s body.

Well, yeah… I would rather not want to be with a man. I prefer a woman.

That is out of the question. You are 100% a man.

Enki, I would like to explain one more thing: Her an me, we were keeping our relationship a secret in a certain sense. She was older than me. In order not to expose ourselves to the malice of some people we kept the age difference a secret, as well as the fact that she was married and that she had a son. Should I tell my family now all about that after her death? Or should I not mention that at all?

Do not mention it at all. It is difficult for me to say what kind of body she will choose.

But, no. I had the situation in mind which has been.

There is no situation!

So, there was nothing?

No, there wasn’t! She was there!

Aha, she was.

But there was no situation!

I understand. So, I should not mention anything.

Nothing! And wait patiently with joy!

Amazing. (Lucyna is smiling)

I, Enki, will also leave today’s meeting satisfied. Because usually, I rather did not come across something like this, after so many years, after so many telepathic transfers, where a spirit decides to come back like that. Are you aware of it how much she loves you?

Now that I lost her I became aware of how stupid I was, but I am happy that I will have my goddess back.

That is the truth, you used to be stupid.

Dear… I won’t do that again.

Maybe this is a lesson for you in order to respect her more.

Enki, how will I know that it is her?

Your heart will tell you, your intuition will tell you. Her behavior will be known to you. Of course she won’t look the same way, because that is not possible. But the way she will behave, the way she will talk to you, you will see all of that. I am repeating once again: Since this spirit decided to take such a step in such a short time it is true and great love. And the fact that she was older…

I am sorry for interrupting, Enki, but it didn’t bother me. She was a truly beautiful woman.

… She will surely choose a body that will match your age. Besides, I don’t know (Enki is surprised). I am so surprised today that I can not explain many things.

(Grzegorz is laughing) Does a spirit who is leaving for the spiritual world have there his wife or her husband?

(Astonishment) Not so! These ties, if there are wedding ties, are being abandoned in the moment of a partners death. When such spirits meet again in the spiritual world then rather on a friendship basis, but that is also rather unlikely, because there is huge traffic. Some are departing, others are arriving, it’s bigger traffic than on a train station, than on a big train station. That is why it is impossible for a married couple to meet in the spiritual world and to continue to be a married couple. There is no such option.

Enki, now I would like to ask a question that is typical to ask for a man: When I was visiting her in the hospital (military hospital) on Weigla Street I saw what kind of relationship there is between the medical staff and the patients. Everyone who has some kind of jobs receives money for it. He might like it or not. Is such a behavior a question of the pay? I was wondering about that, because across the neighboring border in Germany there is a totally different approach towards work and peoples approach towards other people. Or are we, Polish people, just so nasty towards each other? Enki, please explain.

A good description, Exactly, these Polish people, those “highly spiritual” Catholics are acting just this way towards another person. They do not respect their neighbor. If it is this hospital or another one, in every hospital is a similar situation. If it’s the doctor or the personnel, they are only and exclusively doing their job. A human being? What human being? That is a case that is laying in bed, and not a human being. Look for yourself, there is hatred towards another human being in this Catholic country. You can’t see any respect, you can’t see any love. What love are we talking about here? People are hating each other.

Enki, is this hatred caused by money, or to be more specific by jealousy of some having more than others?

Not only by that. There is even hatred because you exist, or because another person exists.

Because someone is taking up space, yes?

Because someone is taking up space. There is a different upbringing in German already or in other countries that aren’t typically Catholic, and there is a different situation. Even if people aren’t respecting, aren’t loving each other, at least they are conscientiously doing their job. And in typically Catholic countries Catholics are acting exactly the way they do.

There is often talk about our civilization. Germany and more developed countries have designated a certain level of civilization that is revealing in a certain way relationships between people. Not considering the spiritual aspect in Poland we are deviating from this level, and we are supposedly in Europe.

Enki, when there used to be communism in Poland the church used to refer often to God, proclaiming how people are being persecuted and denounced by those authorities. Now in these even more difficult times they aren’t doing that. Are they not seeing what is going on? Or are they pretending not to see, and are they silently satisfied with such a situation? But the see what is going on in the hospitals and with the health care services. Since they had back then the courage to proclaim it from the pulpit, why are they keeping silent now?

What do you think, what happens to a human being when he is being stifled, when he is being stumped into the ground?

He is obedient.

Yes, they are obedient. And that is exactly what the church is about. Fooled and burdened people are obedient. And what does the church do? What does the church do? What does the Catholic religion do? It is scaring people. Yes, and civilized countries don’t need to scare people anymore, they help people. And even if there is no mutual respect among people, there is help from the government that you can turn to, and then this mutual relationship between people is correct. And as for now this doesn’t exist in Poland, and it won’t. Things will get worse, because the 15th year will bring greater oppression, not only here in the Catholic countries but all over the world. But in other countries people will cope better, and in Poland the so-called Catholic religion won’t even point with the finger at people. They will continue to scare people.

I understand. Enki, is it reasonable to subscribe to a private clinic during that time?

You are to buy a different program!

Yyy…

I am healthy, I am strong, I am healthy.

Aha.

And in the case that there will be any small ailments, even though you are healthy without explaining it to yourself…

Alright.

…then you will drink some celandine and cleanse your body, and continue to be healthy. You won’t be filling the pockets of these unjust insurances.

I understand. Thank you very much for today’s session, Enki. These were all the questions. I will go to take care of this matter.

You are surprised, and what am I supposed to say? Enki, me, Enki, I haven’t had such a session yet. So, what can I wish to you? To talk ASAP to the son and ask him what this could be about, to send her to us, and she will return very quickly. I wish you success!

Enki, should I come after the conversation with the son to a session in order to take care of this matter?

There is no need. This matter is now up to you already, you are supposed to take care of it in order to send her to us. So that she can add something to her list, you know? And then this spirit can do whatever it wants. And since it made a decision already, I am repeating once again: I am surprised. And it was a pleasure to me to have such a session. And I would like to add at the end that I would like for such a situation like the one in your case to repeat itself more than once, where the spirits who are leaving the Earth now can find a body and return. I thank you for the meeting, me, Enki.